| bored |
[Oct. 8th, 2004|05:58 pm] |
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OK, so I really didn't believe Christie jean when she told me that packing sucked ass so much. She is totally right. I haven't been able to do much since this whole apartment thing crept up on me and now I am packing like a motherfucker. What a bitch. But, in a week from tomorrow, I will be in my own place and Big Tom will no longer be able to tell me what to do. hahahahaha that is kinda funny and scary at the same time. OK, I gotta go, before my boyfriend Joe beats me down for being such a smart ass!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| Moving Christie |
[Sep. 22nd, 2004|09:38 pm] |
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Hello everyone. I am now classified as dirty cause....just cause. I moved Christie Jean Bean on Friday to Chicago. It was my birthday and I am glad that I could spend the day helping my best friend move to the city she loves. We moved a lot of shit and I have to say that we had major teamwork going on. We had to move huge things like a love seat and a entertainment center and not once did we get angry. It was so much fun. Until I slept and slept and almost didn't go out in Chicago on my birthday. And, tonight I played my last softball game and hit two singles and had a three run homer. It was soooooo awesome. I am so proud of me. Anyway, Halla, I miss you and love you, so when you read this I hope you think of me and miss and love me too! I will see you soon. |
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| wow, that is all I have to say |
[Aug. 30th, 2004|02:44 pm] |
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So, first off, I started to Bartend at Berta's. I figured since I am there all the time, I might as well get paid and maybe not spend as much money, since I can't drink behind the bar. Then, there was Amanda's party. Awesome. Penis cake, dancing girls, the stripper. He must have banged the hell out of all of us. Figerativly. It was so funny. Tracey, Nicole and Amanda had to demonstrate how to give a blow job, and Colleen, Amanda, and I had to do a shot off of his penis. It was insane. lots of screaming and giggling, and laughing out loud. Hopefully Chrisite at Jellybeanblues has some pictures online. I can't wait to see them all. Hey Amanda, "Just one question....who's your daddy?" |
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| Christie's injury |
[Aug. 17th, 2004|07:38 pm] |
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So, hopefully christie has put some pictures of her injury on the internet. It is so cool. She is going to have a pretty good scar on her wrist. It has blue thread which I think is kinda funky. We had fun last night at Zellers even Kerry kicked our assed in Pool. Gay boy hookup was unsuccessful unfortunatly, but we still had a cook time. this really cute goth boy liked Christie jean. It was so cute. Christie said her eyes hurt and he said his did too, but from staring at someone (Christie) all night. HAHA> I love it. She is so adorable. We are both laying low tonight. Giving myself a manicure and pedicure. Yeah! |
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| Me-lee-wau-kay |
[Aug. 15th, 2004|06:09 pm] |
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| | I only want to be with you...Hootie! | ] |
Well, I have been busy and depressed, so not so much internet time lately. Sorry. This is better. I have missed you live journal. Anyway, I went to Milwaulkee this weekend to see my cousins band and to see Hootie and the Blow Fish. Awesome time. My COusin Stephen's band played at the BBC Friday night and Chapin and I went. Yes, Chapin is only 17. It was funny cause around 1 in the morning, he started working the door and was the bouncer. It was halarious. Stephen's band (Slo-Fi) played and they were awesome. And, I foundout a little bit of sun info....Stephen is best friends with some of the Guffs. Good times. Then, Saturday to Hootie. I had a guy yell "White Power" at me and I screamed and rolled up the window of the Jetta. It was insane. Hootie put on a great show, and after we went to my aunt's and uncle's and slept and had a big breakfast this morning. then, it took us 4 and a half hours to get home. So, I am debating what to do now. Christie Jean apparently went to the hospital today to get stitches. So, can't wait to see that later! |
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| Grandma Ziel |
[Jul. 19th, 2004|07:26 pm] |
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So, today, July 19, 2004, at about 1:30, the wonderful, loving, sweet, caring, affectionate, perfect Mary "Winnie" Ziel passed away. I knew it was coming, but it is still hard. She just needed to go to Heaven to see my Grandpa Ziel. She was not doing good, and this is how she wanted to go. No medicine to keep her alive, no tubes running in and out of her body, no sad faces for her loved ones. She died like she lived. Stubborn, worried about others instead of herself, and with pride and love. She was a spectacular woman. So, wake Wednesday, and funeral Thursday. Those are going to be very very hard days. My dad is so sad it is breaking my heart. He was her baby boy. But, he said she just slipped away. So, no suffering and no heart breaking, just how she wanted it. Until I am feeling a little more chipper....the doe |
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| Baby Shower |
[Jul. 18th, 2004|03:37 pm] |
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DOn't let anyone ever tell you throwing a baby shower is easy. It is insane with all the games you need to figure out, sending the invitations, food, guests, RSVP's, old ladies and young kids......it is crazy. especially when there is so much other stuff going on in your life. Work, softball, friends, deaths, family stuff....ahhhhh. This weekend was really exhausting for me. I am glad I finally got a day off to relax. I have been sitting in the sun for about 4 hours now and I am slightly tanner then I was before. My face is a little pink. I am so glad. Burgers are on the grill and a little later, meeting up with Christa and then a little poker to round out the night! |
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| Grandma Hanging in there |
[Jul. 16th, 2004|07:13 pm] |
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So, today I went to Peoria with my mom to see my Grandma Ziel. We went to say goodbye to her. We took her off the respirator and are basically waiting for her to die. But, that crazy lady, keeps on trucking and does ok. She was responsive and knew who I was when I said goodbye to her. She tried to say hi and my name. You could kinda understand her. My dad is having a really hard time with this right now, and my heart is breaking for him. He is trying to do the best things possible for my grandma and is being second guessed by my aunt, which is not helping at all. Oh the drama of dealing with the death of a loved one. But, now she is going to go to heaven and be with my Grandpa Ziel and my brother Soren. They will take good care of eachother in Heaven! |
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| Grandma Ziel |
[Jul. 10th, 2004|05:47 pm] |
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So, my grandma Ziel is really sick. I am so sad. Wednesday night the doctors had to revive her 2 times. She is such a sweet little old lady. She is the kind of lady that thinks her grandkids are awesome no matter what. I could do the worst thing ever and she would do anything to help me. Give me anything in the world. She is almost 89 and she has lived a full life. She had a wonderful husband who took care of her and loved her till he died, she had wonderful kids that she got to see marry, she has 9 grandchildren and 6 great-grandchildren who love her so much. She is doing all right now, but who knows. She is ready to be with my grandpa Ziel, the man who is uncomparible to anyother man on the planet (with the exception of my dad, BIG TOM!). She wants to go to heaven. I love her........ |
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| Grandma Ziel |
[Jul. 10th, 2004|05:41 pm] |
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So, my grandma Ziel is really sick. I am so sad. Wednesday night the doctors had to revive her 2 times. She is such a sweet little old lady. She is the kind of lady that thinks her grandkids are awesome no matter what. I could do the worst thing ever and she would do anything to help me. Give me anything in the world. She is almost 89 and she has lived a full life. She had a wonderful husband who took care of her and loved her till he died, she had wonderful kids that she got to see marry, she has 9 grandchildren and 6 great-grandchildren who love her so much. She is doing all right now, but who knows. She is ready to be with my grandpa Ziel, the man who is uncomparible to anyother man on the planet (with the exception of my dad, BIG TOM!). She wants to go to heaven. I love her........ |
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| Grandma Ziel |
[Jul. 10th, 2004|05:41 pm] |
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So, my grandma Ziel is really sick. I am so sad. Wednesday night the doctors had to revive her 2 times. She is such a sweet little old lady. She is the kind of lady that thinks her grandkids are awesome no matter what. I could do the worst thing ever and she would do anything to help me. Give me anything in the world. She is almost 89 and she has lived a full life. She had a wonderful husband who took care of her and loved her till he died, she had wonderful kids that she got to see marry, she has 9 grandchildren and 6 great-grandchildren who love her so much. She is doing all right now, but who knows. She is ready to be with my grandpa Ziel, the man who is uncomparible to anyother man on the planet (with the exception of my dad, BIG TOM!). She wants to go to heaven. I love her........ |
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| Mooch |
[Jul. 6th, 2004|06:45 pm] |
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I am so torn about Justin Mucci....oh Mooch, how do I love thee, let me count the ways. But, he is an asshole. But, then, he did apologize to me on Sunday night (when I gave him a ride home cause he was too drunk to drive) for all the times he has been mean and he did say he loves me....hum....I didn't sleep with him though, so that is good. A little self respect is a good thing for a girl to maintaine. And, the band Fractal rocks. My sister's fiance is in it (the lead singer and guitar player) and I have just recently become about obsessed with them. They play a lot of awesome songs Chad writes and then some covers. I love them. And, Jeff the drummer is pretty damn hot too...Anyway, deklan is here so I need to hang with the shorty. |
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| Death |
[Jun. 22nd, 2004|05:19 pm] |
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So I was just told that it has been a year today since one of my dad and mom's best friends died. Time goes so fast it is not even funny. I remember his wake and funeral. My dad was a paulbearer. He spent the whole time crying his eyes out with his other friends, who were also pulberers. I couldn't believe how hard it hit him. It is like when TK died (an old man who was sweet as sugar and hung out at Berta's) and Chrisite and I spent literally 2 hours or more bawling our eyes out over death. I really really loved her when she was talking about who would be with her in Heaven and she didn't think anyone would. I told her my Grandpa Ziel would and then she wrote a list and put my brother Soren too. She said she knew he would meet her in heaven. I cried so hard. we were pretty insane that night. But, death is......hard to comprehend and hard to explain.
On a happier note, I did stay home last night and am going to go out tonight, after I finish more invitations to my sister's babyshower. THey are taking a long time. |
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| working..again |
[Jun. 21st, 2004|09:41 pm] |
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So, Christie and I decided that I work way too much. We decided this while I was on a smoke break from my second job tonight. I have been working aproximatly 62 hours the past couple weeks. That is way too much, but I am trying to save for an apartment, but man does it suck. It wears me out. And, I have decided to try to stay home a little more than I have been lately. See, I go out so much during the week that sometimes on the weekend I am so tired I can only go out for a little bit. And, I need to be able to look forward to Friday and Saturday nights as a time of release and relaxation. Maybe only on Tuesday nights, not late and then agian on Thursday nights after my games. And Sunday nights only till like 10. ANd try to stay home and bum for a while on Monday and Wednesday nights. We will see how this goes. HUM......probably not too well, but I will try. |
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| Baby |
[Jun. 20th, 2004|10:41 pm] |
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| | Hush little baby!!! | ] |
So, I haven't gotten the chance to write in here in a long time, but I finally have a working computer and I am beyond glad. So, Wednesday, my new nephew was born. His name is Deklan William Walter Ragan and I will procede from here on in to call him DW squared. He was born at 2:39 pm and weighed 8'9". He was also born 2 and a half weeks early, so he would have been over 10 pounds had he been on time. He has beautiful long black hair and is dark skinned. He has dark blue eyes which means thay will turn brown. Finally, a lille indian baby in our family again. (ANyone who has seen Cerise knows she is an indian but looks like a little sweedish girl!) ANd, I broke up with Patrick. Not sure how I feel about that, since I made out with JOsh Paul twice this weekend. HUM......anyway, I will be sriting more later. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 18th, 2004|08:29 pm] |
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| | All by my self sung in the accapella style of Chrisite Jean! | ] |
Ok, so it has been forever since I wrote on this thing and it is because yet again, my father has not managed how to work our internet. He is trying to get DSL and it is not working or something. So, I am being able to write this at Christie's house while she is making a skirt and singing "All by myself" interesting. We are going out to the bars toinght. Surprise. I looked at an apartment last night and I like it, but seeing as I just had 668 dollars of work done to my car, it is not looking good at this point. Shitballs. Anyway, I will work on keeping you updated on all my stuff. Have a good night yall. |
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| Thursday |
[Apr. 29th, 2004|02:27 pm] |
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HOw come whenever you finally get a nice guy to date you, all these pther guys suddenly come out of the woodwork. I have two guy friends (Justin and Kiley, who are actually friends with eachother and got in a fight over me once)and they havent' called me in forever, suddenly called me just to "see what was up" HOw come this happens to me. Then, there is another boy, Jason who used to work at my grandpa's shoe store. He came into the shoe store the other night and we wnet out to the bars afterwards. But, nothing happened, I am contrary to popular belief, loyal to Patrick now. It is just so weird. Where the fuck were they when I was single? They wanted anything to do with me before and suddenly they are all calling??? What the hell??? I am so confused. I mean, I like Patrick, but come on.......What is a beautiful girl to do with all these admirers??? |
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| Pat |
[Apr. 27th, 2004|02:31 pm] |
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SO, last night Pat and I got ina fight and he got all pissy cause I wouldn't give him a kiss goodnight. Wah....I was mad at him for being an idiot because that is what he was. But, he realized the error of his ways and appologized to me today. That is what I thought. I had a drink with Christie and Jason last night after work. That was nice, to just have one drink and then go home and sleep. But, tonight I think I am going to rent a movie and take a nice shower and have a nice relaxing night. I work way too much. I had to go into work on Sunday and when I have my next day off, I will have worked 27 days straight. That is way too much. |
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| cabin |
[Apr. 25th, 2004|06:28 pm] |
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So, I haven't writen in a long time, because my computer at home is having problems. I am now on Christie Jeans computer. This past weekend was fun. All of us went up to Scott's cabin and drank a lot. I didn't get there until 11:30 cause I have an Easter Seals fundraiser in Streator and I also got lost in the back woods by Apple Something lake and a very naked adam and a swimsuit wearing Chrisite had to come get me. But, it was worth it. Some of our friends jumped in the lake at like 1 in the morning. It was very cold. The funny part is that Christie and I ran ahead of everoune and we were telling them we were already in, when infact, we didn';t get in at all. So it is now Sunday and I will probably go to Berta;s and have a drink or 5 and sleep well tonight. Peace out! |
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| Kyle's |
[Apr. 16th, 2004|11:09 pm] |
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| | Something by Luda!!! | ] |
So it is Friday night and I have not been able to get on the internet for a while. I am right now on my old booty call Kyle's computer. It is a god thing we are still friends. We went to my sister's fiance's band gig tonight and it was fun, but we are going to go out to the bars in just a minute, as soon as we finish these beers. I have been busy working all week and I have not had much to write. I am a little drunk tonight. Christie is here with me and Kyle for some reason wants a threesome with us. haha. It will never happen. But, we stole a pack of smokes from his bedroom and we are gonig to have a good time smoking on Kyle's money!! |
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